Relaxing

Hello to all and good morning. Well it's relaxing time again up at the ranch in Hagan, Ga. Weather is not that good, rain and overcast days but we are away from the home phone and other issues. God is working in my life, slowly and I have a long way to go and I know for Him into intrust me with more I have to show that I can be able to handle more. Have a great day and God bless.
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Thank you God,

Well here I am again and yes things are better but sad thing is this little storm will come back. Like the picture above at times my life in my mind travels down that lonesome railroad track. Do to the lack of discipline and proper stewardship in my life I have failed my God, self and family. Its a weekly struggle to pay the bills with one income with two income bills by the time my money goes in on a Friday its gone by Saturday then for two weeks its just hope the car doesn't rum out of gas, saying no to people when invited out, just saying no to a lot of things. Life is sad at lest in my minds world when you follow others on social networks to see all the places they go and the things they do. Then I get so mad at myself, I get mad when things don't go the way I want, or like or I feel like Im not getting what I want. Oh how selfish I am, how self centered, how much I get tired of working my Butt of to have nothing new, or just barely catching up with what kids have. Wow how small am I, how lame, how low I am.

Then God takes me by the scruff of the neck and puts me on my knees and says look here stupid. Don't ya have a house, don't ya have a wife, son's, grandchildren, job? Haven't I provided over the years and as you stop needing a whambulance you will see just how much I love you and that Its not about you, Its about ME. I say God I'm so tired, struggling all the time. Lord my dad went to be with you and all that happened was that my bills doubled, people I know are going on cruises, new cars, out to eat, and so many.....Stop HE says I'm all you need and if you trust in me, follow My teachings, My commands then I will provide for you all you need. Then as I get back into his word, as I get on my knees and pray, He takes away the anger and starts to feel my life peace and joy again.
Thank You God
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What the crap!

Have you ever had one of those days when all of the sudden things go to crap. A thought inters your mind that you can't shake and then it just rolls down hill from there? Well I'm having one of those moments and what makes it worse is I'm at work.
Seems like the littlest thing is setting me off so having to keep me distance from others right now, spending time in prayer asking for strength as I guard my thoughts, actions, speech.
Thanks for reading have a great night, next blog will
Be a I just want to vent party.
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New phone

It's been a while sense my last post and yea I have been lazy about it. Was to be used as a type of accountability tool and yes I have been lazy about my bible studies too.
So please pray for me as I turn back to getting into my bible and back to what God wants we to do. I have been in prayer to start a new Wed night class at church for our grads and college students. Looking at using "I Am Second" material. Going to be a small group or cell group type setting. So please be in prayer as put information together.
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A Blessing

5 lbs 7oz 19 inches long God has blessed us with our 2nd great grand child. Born Feb 1 2012. Wow how amazing is our God. I still struggle with my bible reading and prayer time and my mind seems to be on bills and other things that just seem to keep me on uneven ground. Then God brings this beautiful miracle into our lives and reminds me just how Awesome he is.
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